random... poetry? haha. can this even be considered poetry? XP


&1;; dig in deep to see better

because for every action
there's a hidden motive.
for every motive a will...
for every ounce of will an emotion
  -- that fuels the initiative
      and motivates for the sake of
      the motive.
so are acts of kindness, goodwill,
hatred, despair
as they are among the myriad of actions
a person can do for a myriad of motives
with an indefinite amount of will;
but for an emotion only one and precise.


&2;; the irony of losing (to love)

a feeling of asphyxiation grows within you.
sweat dropping, eyes shifting, palms clasping
        uncertainty.
as IT draws nearer and nearer
to you. to stay with you. to own you.
        panic!
and you struggle to escape IT.
threaten IT? bribe IT away? run away from IT?
      helplessness.
until you realize you are no match against IT. (you never were)
and you succumb to it. you accept it. you own it as your own.
      defeat.
and yet...
and yet in the end, what's gained is
      happiness.

@1: Ethics? hehe..

@2: I'm haunted by it's prescence.. happiness = relatively far (for now) hehe... =]

ethics? O_O
haha.

yung una, something in general lang yun. :) although i wrote that with love in mind too. XP

hm... darating din ang happiness later on. :)

hoy anonymous, i know who you are. and it's so inet. so inet.

julie! ^^ inet is an understatement. hahaha. pero maulan dito kaya ayus lang. XD

cno me? hehe.. samin din, maulan.. haha.. sakin, ewn ko lang kung dadating pa.. hahaha... =]

ahahah. nalito ako sa cnabi mo. akala ko iniisip kung darating pa ang ulan sayo. XP napaka-nega mo naman. ^^

ang dali mong hulaan. smiley pa lang, kilala ka na. XD

ohnga eh, nako grabe, nega force and ambiance ko ngaun.. haha...

papalit na nga aq trademark.. haha.. =]

bad maging nega! haha. magpakasaya ka, summer ngayon. ^^

wag mo nang palitan. hindi ka na madidistinguish niyan. hahaha. XD

para sa pagbabago.. hehe.. = new identity.. =]

sa smiley ko nga nagets. haha! =]

dba?

uuy, kirby sorry kanina. >_<;; mukhang medyo nagkamisunderstanding tayo. hehe. ^^

okee lang un.. hehe.. tara pasyal tayo kayo kay oblation bukas.. hehe..

papalit na q ng smiley julie.. hehehe... vO_ov

hahaha. peace sign na rin you. ^_~V

photoshoot ba 'yan? ayain mo rin si pacific para mas masaya. haha. ^^ pero di bukas... mukhang may yaya issues kami dito at mukhang ako na naman ang magiging yaya. X_x

photoshoot pasyal.. hehe.. cge cge, isama natin si paps.. bukas daw ung orientation dun sa db8.. sama kaya si juliebee?

nako, babantayan m nanaman ung mga kapatid m.. hehe.. kaya m yan.. aja.. hehe..

um, cge, pag mai free tym tau, dalaw tau kay oble.. hehe.. kmusta naman ang pag-aayos m ng peypers? ^_^

yizz! haha. sama ata yun. julie, sama ka ba? hahaha. ^^

wala pa akong naccmulan sa pagaayos. >_< request pa lang ng transcript and stuff. dalaw tayo dun pag magpapasa na ako, ne? haha.

ay naku. good luck sakin sa pagbabantay. hahaha.

yup, pati daw ata si pen.. hehe..

sure sure.. hehe.. sbihin m lng skin kung kelan ka magpapasa tapos dalaw tau.. hehe..

kaya m yan, bantay lang maigi.. hehehe... =]

gagi. ayokong magbantay. hahaha.

buti pa kayo makakasama. :c haaaay. cge, txt na lang kita or wtv kapag magpapasa na ako. ^^

takasan m na lang.. hehe.. tapos starbucks tayo dun sa tabi ng ospital.. hehe.. =]

okee.. ^_^

aharhar! bukas? as en apr 2? sama kokoko! :D letsgo gala ang starbucks, nangangati na sa kapeng maayos ang katawan ko :DD

haha. kayo na lang pumunta dito. ^^ as in literally stuck at home ako ngayon. X_x hahaha. XD

punta kame.. hehehe.. pagtapos ng orientation sa UPe.. =]

weh. uy joke lang yun.. haha. pero kung gusto niyo ayos lang din. XD ang boring dito eh. nyahahaha.

cge, sasabihan q si juliebee.. hehe.. baka pumunta un sa orientation bukas eh.. hehe.. =]

shurness. ^^ kainggit naman kayo. XP hahahaha.