so, dreams. i have been having them lately, and they're not funny at all. they are vivid, realistic, weird, and scary. i used to have even worse dreams like that (so scary & more realistic that sometimes i forget i am just in a dream, and i get surprised when i suddenly wake up from it), and at worse times but now... i just don't know why i can't take them anymore. their realistic aspect is what scares me the most, though.

&;; the most recent one i had was that of me driving. there was a big block on the road--protesters trying to claim a flyover or something, and the people there with me were some of my college and high school friends. it got resolved somehow but in the end i got stuck when they (whoever they are) decided to place turrets within the vicinity. so, i got stuck and stayed there for a while. when i decided to escape, i got shot twice--in the head and somewhere in the body. (omg. this is getting weirder and weirder.) it stung a little, but it didn't hurt. there was a guard there near me, and i instructed him to "restart" me like you would restart a game and resume it from where it last left off. he got so confused, i decided to run to my parents' room, call my mother and force her to bring me to a hospital. so that was it.

uhh. pardon the extreme weirdness. i just had to let it out somehow because it was bothering me too muchmuch. now i feel better, especially how i slowly remember how it was worse before.

&;; somehow i feel like i need to get out of the house. i wish i just could because being stuck here at home like this is not doing me any good.

*now that i've reread my short dream, i fully realize how EXTREMELY WEIRD it is. probable influence: half-life: episode 2, that video my brothers watch involving talking turrets and stuff, me driving yesterday, the way i always restart when i don't like how my game is going, philippine status quo, etc. fuu~.

nako karen, umeepekto na ung vascoriffic proportions applied in scientific revolution.. hehe..

parang PSA lang ung nanyare aa.. cloning.. narerestart na ung mga tao.. hehe..

ohnga, labas tayo.. UP, para maganda ung ambiance.. =]

haha. omg, vasco. parang ayoko munang magpaka-philo ngayon. brain-dead for the moment. hahaha. agree, PSA nga siya!

hmm... basta pag pwede nakong lumabas, UP tayo. ^^