you just don't know how long i stared at this blank white text area.



and how long i left it "as is" after i wrote that sentence.

well, that basically sums up my summer.
plus...

• making my sims watch hana yori dango & various PVs.
• grumbling over how low-tech my video card is because it can't even handle guitar hero 3
• eventually hogging my siblings' pc to play games i can't run on mine because of video incompatibility
• running around ust fixing papers and stuff
• downloading and watching dramas
• staring blankly at some random thing

i barely go online anymore, really, except when i download. a quick look at all the sites i'm a member of, read a few here and there, and i'm off to playing or something.

last week was nice but it was tiring. a whole week out of the house; one sleepover after another (at the same condo, though); 1000 off my money--tiring.

i find myself facing, yet again, the same frustration that had bothered me one year ago. what i wrote didn't make sense to me back then. i thought it was all gibberish, but reading it again, i think i understand it a little better. how odd, it's something that cam from me, and yet i can't understand it. ironic as well, since the title i gave happens to be "clarity". >_< the only thing i'm truly rejoicing about is that i'm getting thinner again. ^_^

well, at least. haha.

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