ah! sugar rush! the internet's back! and more sugar rush!
(i had too much sugar intake this evening. now i'm all hyperactive.
i've been hearing so much of tita tessie and tita yolie's american accent. i wanna have that american-ish accent again... well, not that i ever had one but i was so close to having one. ugh.&;;
hmm.. enrollment in a few days. ^_^ and uh... my skin's peeling off. ew. O_o&;;
ah... got an interesting book as well. tito jesse (father's cousin; the father of the 2nd cousin in ust
) gave us a copy of the book he wrote: "brass tacks: inside the mind of a bureaucrat" by jesse a. obligacion. (ah, in doing this, i fear they'll find this little blog of mine later on. ~_~
) i'v read parts of it, but politics isn't really in my mind right now so.. meh. i might read it for debate though.&;;
one reason why i refuse to become a lawyer. i'm a coward, yes
visited lolo's urn at st. peter's chapel. when lola honey was being cremated, i remembered lolo all of a sudden. plus, seeing lolo bonding added to the nostalgia because they look so much alike. reminiscing about the past reminded me of something my cousins and i would usually do during christmas and new year (or every time we'd stay late at lolo's)... just shortly before we leave, my cousins and i would go straight to lolo's room and lie down. 'pag hinanap na kami, we'd pretend to sleep and then refuse to wake up no matter how hard they try until they give up and go home. tapos pag nakaalis na sila, gigising na kami. hahaha. we loved sleeping there. i miss it. &;;
anyway, all these talks about eh... the end of life, so to speak, is badly stirring up my anxiety. hello, anxiety attacks! feel free to engulf me... NOT.
i need a distraction... now! something to keep my mind busy so i'd stop imagining stupid things.
i'm still in a sugar high. ~_~